Sleeping All Alone..
Im Just Stuck Here… I Literally Have Like NO Say In Anything That Happens Further on .
I Feel Useless
My HEart Is Broken
My Head Is Pouding
My Heart Is Racing
I Fee Like Crying…………. Everythings Just To Much ~!!! Its Not really The Way Things Were Suppose to be.
I Feel Terriblee , All The Thoughts Hit Me , Reality Smacked Me On Top On The Head About an Hour Ago.. All My Emotions Ive Been Hiding For My Mom , Bursted Out Faster Then The Flames Of a Match Hiting Gas……. I Feel Likke Half Of This Is My Fault… Idk What I Could Do But It feels Like Im Capable Of Doing Something But I just have to figure Out what It Is. Im Praying To God I Can Do Atleast One Thing To Help Everyone In This Situation , & That Would Also Help MySelf…… I Need To Find Answers… I Need To , Find OUt Things To DO Before Things Get Serious With My Feelings. I Need My Mom , I Miss Her Hugs…. I Cant Wait To Go Home , Cause Im Just Sleeping All Alone In This SMall COuch In This Living Room……….. /: Thinking All To Myself , Making Me Paranoid Because Im Getting No Answers / Or Responces To My Thoughts…… Im Abobut to Go Nuts!!! But For Now , Im Trying to Get Some Sleep……. Hopefully My Dad COmes To Say Good Night… Thats All I Want , Is a Hug From My Dad………… ):
